. Do you still love KFC? Do you still love me?Two days ago i sprained my ankle. I woke up late, and my shared-bathroom was occupied. So i took my stuff and rushed to the bathroom downstairs. When i was going down the stairs i was already tripping and falling and i was still sleepy and blur. I was not even wearing my glasses. When i reached the bathroom, i realised that i forgot to take my towel. So i rushed upstairs again. And when i was getting down from the stairs, my right foot missed the step and almost fell. Then i caught the stairs-handle and tried to balance, and sprained my left ankle!!! I heard "brakkkkk" like that!!! It was so painful i sat at the stairs and almost cried. I wanted to just cry and die there but i couldn't because i was just wearing a big T-Shirt and no pants. How ugly my death would have been, being discovered dead like that. So i got up and went to the bathroom and still tried to bathe as quickly because i was very late.
I regretted. A lot of things.
If only i woke up earlier.
If only that stupid bathroom was not occupied.
If only i waited until i wasn't so blurred.
If only i wore my glasses.
If only i took my towel.
If only if only.
I hate regrets.
你的朋友说:或许你放不下的不是他,而是你不甘愿你付出那许多却得不到回报。
可能吧。你才刚认识她多久啊?她就得到你了。
我呢?我等好久了。也得不到你。也失去了你。
我说,我等,我会等,等你长大,等你有一天发现我的存在。
你的朋友打给我,叫我不要再执著。他说,他认识你那么久了,说你就算不喜欢我了,也不会告诉我,因为你不会想伤害我。他说,就算你没有空,约你出来,你也说好好好,然后迟到三小时,也不会告诉他,你不想出来。
我很期待也很害怕你的朋友说你的事。因为他们比我了解你。因为我不想知道真相。因为我不想知道事实。
他说,你跟SW分手的痛苦,跟跟我分手的痛苦不一样。
他说,他看得出你跟我一起,并不是那么的爱我。
他说,别再等了,痛苦的只是我自己。
他说,别再等了,不会有回报。
他说,要放下,要爱别人。
你说什么?告诉我,好不好?
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